First drink tonight after 31 days off. Had a couple of beers and a few G+T's. But it's true, now the drugs don't work. So do I go harder or go home. I was at home to be clear. It's just I love drinking but now it's sort of leaving me. Like cigarettes did. I know that's a good thing. But I liked them both. Fuck, where did the ordinary habits go?
Yes, a very good thing to turn the tables on the cigarettes.
If we start with habits that aren't healthy and drama filled, we are much better off when we replace them with things that give us clarity and calmness. We just get used to the insanity and emotional state-the abnormal normal.
Gave cigarettes up years ago. Had one cigarette 8 years ago but it didn't get me started again, so I just ignore that slip. Never done any drugs outside of alcohol. And booze is losing its attraction. Drinking was so much fun. Less so these days.